Father
I have spoken to you the only words
I knew to speak. Is it such a cold world? Tonight,
In the heart of all our meagre life, in this question,
Time holds. I have not lied to you.
No, I do not lie to children. The manifold lights
Are the children of our very souls. Broken starlight.
The dress you wore, I felt like death.
I found you in the bathroom, under a corona of
Light, vomiting into the basin of the toilet. Aureole.
You fear the death of my soul, but not that
Of my body. But I am composed of nothing if not
Of structure. I am animate : this motion is inherent
In the energy from which the structure was
Derived. I do not know where I derived my love.
There is no soul of me than my mind : a proliferate
Clockwork, and nothing more. All you have known
Of me abides in that mechanism. I am, as I am,
No more than an empty vessel. I search through my
Sleep for the silent words of your prayer.
Let us not be cold. I cannot be cold with you.
I have spoken to you the only words I knew to speak.
You are silent like a ghost. The fire has
Grown and the hills are dancing with it, like flowers.
I have realised that everything is ending. Stars fall.
You have lost me in the years : I find now
My arms have grown weak, I cannot stand.
Take courage! A light is passing through the forest.
Ride home, pale roe : my soul will light
Your way to sleep tonight. God be your keeper,
Tonight and until our common end! The dark sings.
Wednesday 21 March 2012
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