The winter before Eliot died
There were long evenings
When the farm would shut
Down early and we would sit
After dinner in silence and then
Everyone went up to bed
Early and the fire would
Burn down in the grate
And I would go up the stairs,
Through the unlit upper hall
And to my room and sit under
The lamp reading my almanac.
The shadow of my head
Over the pages and I would
Have to turn to face it and
Read under it like an icon
In its bracket on the wall.
I heard the house settling
And my pa snoring like
A rhinoceros and the wind,
Each of those early nights.
I would stop reading and
Stare out beyond my reach
Into the unlighted, unhoused
Spaces before me and sometimes
Hear Eliot through the wall
Shift on the frame of his bed,
And I knew that something
Would happen, but I didn't know then
What it was because I was young.
Sunday 1 January 2012
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